Get Away From You. For Thousands of Miles.

I would like it to be deep dark grey and cold when I wake up tomorrow, I want it to rain so hard i'll hear it inside my room. I want to stay home and drink hot chocolate, I want to eat junk food and watch stupid movies on my computer, in bed. I would like to listen to Cat Power all day. I don't want anyone to see me like this. I feel like crawling into a hole and never coming out.
I would like this to happen tomorrow. But it never will. It's life.